Timeless Space, Aimless Place

WHY DO I FEEL SO AIMLESS?
In this timeless space
Full of throw-away
Nothings and Empty days.

The empty promise
That
        I
          Will
                  Do
                        Something
                                           Today.

But today I'm sat staring
Into my cellular device
Yearning for it scream,
To give me a purpose,
To give me an aim,
A mission.
'Get up!'
'Go out!'
'See the world!'

Instead I wait.

But for what?
The end of the world perhaps?
The sound of santa's sleigh?
A jingle of bells to wake me
From this numb dream
That is my life.

If I could have any christmas wish
It would be for...

PURPOSE!
A magic word,
Just 2 syllables worth of
Passion and motivation
To rip me from this slumber
And give me the freedom
To go out!

STOP.
           WASTING.
                              YOUR.
                                           TIME.

1,2,3....                                            GO!